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Monday, March 30, 2009

Not feeling pregnant....

I haven't felt the baby kick in about a week....and this morning when I woke up, I was down 3 lbs from last week...I lost 3 lbs the week I lost Braden, that's when I knew I had lost him. I don't "know" anything about this baby. Except that I don't feel pregnant....my next appt isn't until April 21st. I feel foolish walking around like I'm pregnant, "looking pregnant" talking about having a baby in August when I don't really believe it myself. It's like "stupid girl, you actually think this will end with a baby!? right! didn't you learn your lesson last time!?" I'm not sad, just feel silly, like I'm pretending.

3 comments:

Sarah said...

Call the doctors office and tell them that you want to get in to listen to the heartbeat. They will do it. It will make you feel better, there is no sense in waiting till the 21st, that's just too much to worry about, you've got enough going on. It will be good to ease your mind.

Jenna said...

I agree-- call the dr's office. But I kind of know how you feel-- I've had 2 miscarriages, and the 2nd one didn't make me super upset, because I totally felt exactly the same way-- pretending I was going to have a baby when I knew that I would miscarry.

Corrine said...

CALL!
That is what they are there for. I had 2 miscarriages myself. I now have 4 bio's and 2 step.

CALL!!! It will make you feel better knowing. Either way!