I have a lot to say. But I could just post last years post because it's still how I feel. I still miss Braden, I still wish he was here. It hasn't even gotten easier. So I'll refrain from a long drawn out pity party post and just say "I love and miss you sweet Braden" Any other day I can rejoice in knowing Braden is dancing whole and healthy with my Savior and Lord in Heaven. But today, just for today, I will sit on the verge of tears at my desk wishing that life was different. Wishing that 4 years ago today we would have held a screaming newborn instead of a lifeless body. We would have planned his future instead of his funeral and we would have laid him in his crib instead of in his grave.
Monday, January 3, 2011
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Oh Lynne, I am thinking of you. Nobody should ever have to do what you had to. Love ya girlie!
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